Drugs

Drugs
Current mood: confused
Category: Life

 

The one thing that could change a single person for the rest of their life! The one thing that could take away everything from the people that love them. The dreams you had growing up. You may not even take a chance if you try drugs. Most of the time they dont lead to good things, alot of the time death. And that would be a waste of a wonderful life, cause everyone has a wonderful life. Things go bad in life but there are many ways to deal with them. But Drugs is not one of them. I lost a friend useing drugs. I know I never want to go threw that again.I wouldn’t want any of my friends now to try Drugs and I ask them please to be stronger than that. Cause I do not want to loose any of you due to Drugs. I care too much. Be yourself, why would you need drugs…..when you have a friend rate here that can do much better!!!

Jake

DIRT (2008)

 

Dirt

 

 

I’m laying in a pit of my own shit, waiting for earth to devour it!

Pissing on myself, now my soil is wet.

Crawling on my knees, slipping in my own mud.

Digging in the earth, but making my own grave.

Raining, but feeling my own tears.

I drift away now, flown to the sky.

Watching the world, as I pass on by.

As night sets, I am back on my feet.

Digging and digging, Destroying my flesh and meat.

Braking the roots, as I snap into two.

Brake the rocks, as my heart is dieing to.

I am dirt, as I am laying in myself.

I am dirt, I am laying in myself.

Land Of Shadows Deep (2008)

 

 

Land of Shadows Deep

I will not stand
For the meaning of life.
Shadows deep
Within the earth.
The light is crushed
As far as I can see.
For this land of guilt
Is led by me.
One’s soul
Lurks deep within.
Waiting for the next life
To ban its shadows deep within.

 

Jake Alexander Cruse

Copyright ©2008 Jake Alexander Cruse

Ashes Of Blood (2008)

 

Ashes Of Blood

Whispers wash in,
The red stream runs free.
Into the Ash,
Of the dead willow tree.
With the taste of sour,
The souls set free.
Ashes to Ashes,
The red stream runs free.
Branch after Branch,
The ashes fall down.
With the red stream at its base,
With a soft sound.
Into the ash,
Of the dead willow tree.
The ashes of blood,
Let the souls set free.

Jake Alexander Cruse

Copyright ©2008 Jake Alexander Cruse

A Small Amount (2008)

 

A Small Amount

I was to be here for long,
But left to see.
What was deep within,
Not part of me.
A beast that has come,
To take this day.
My trustful life,
On this dieing day.
I have done this before,
Going into the night.
With a Grimm,
With a scream in sight.
A small Amount,
Of what I can be.
Is not enough,
For me to be free!

Jake Alexander Cruse

Copyright ©2008 Jake Alexander Cruse

For You (2008)

 

This poem I wrote for my really good friend Kyle. This is For You Kyle!

For You

From the moment I saw it,
Your site caught my eye.
As lucky I am for it to happen,
Not a doubt in my mind or a thought of why.
I helped you,
As you have helped me.
For is that what a friendship is for,
To help each other get by.
We have not been here for awhile,
But we have endless time.
For I like this friendship,
And this friendship is mine.

Jake Alexander Cruse

Copyright ©2008 Jake Alexander Cruse

The Box (2008)

 

The Box

I hold my box,
Im the palm of my hand.
As my thought pour out,
Like grains of sand.

They will be lock away,
In this box of mine.
To painful to let go,
As this box is a sign.

I close the lid,
To seal it away.
Never to be opened,
Until that hopeful day.

The box will be here,
For the rest of time.
Until needed again,
For the right time!

Jake A Cruse

Copyright ©2008 Jake A Cruse

Loss In A Family

My Grandfather

A man with a smile,
Lights up the skies,
With blue sparkles,
That shine in his eyes.
One more dream,
To be with him,
But a loss in the family,
Blocks within.
On one night,
March 27 2001,
A man lost his life,
And the family was done.
At the waking,
When I looked in his eyes,
It was the same man,
With the smile,
That still lights up the skies.

Jake Cruse

Copyright ©2008  Jake Cruse

Intro and The Cry (2008)

 

 

 

Hello my name is Jake Cruse, I have some of my work I want to show you. I hope you will enjoy and read more of it as the time goes on, I know I will enjoy all of your work!

The Cry

 

 

 

I look at myself, and I see a blank face.
What once was human, is now misplaced.
In the house of pain, I look to the ground.
All around the house, I could hear no sound.
I take the sharp blade, that lay in my hand.
And I look back at my life, that was now misplaned.
I realized now, what I could not see.
My life was gone, I could not be.
It happened fast, I felt no pain.
The blade slid slowly, against the wrist that was once plane.
My life passed, before my eyes.
What was now in my head, was a whisper of faint cries.
I looked to the ground again, and felt my life melt.
But then I felt this feeling, I have never felt.
It was my friends telling me, that I have a reason to live.
And it was only there love, they were trying to give.

 

 

Jake Alexander Cruse