The Cry Part 2 (2008)

The Cry (Part 2) (2008)
Current mood: warm
Category: Writing and Poetry

The Cry (Part 2)

 

 

I look at myself, and I see a blank face.

A lost soul, that has been misplaced.

At this hour in hand, The moonlight is bright.

Making it clear to see, the graves in sight.

With a pick in my hand, and a empty grave at me feet.

Waiting for this moment, to be complete.

I look to the left, and I look to the right.

Dead trees and leaves on the ground, scattered all over in the night.

Its about to begin, as the sun starts to rise.

The world is about to see, the biggest surprise.

Cause when the sun hit’s the ground, on this very day.

All that I have stood for, will fade away.

I will rest here in this grave, as alone as I am.

Waiting for the moment, to be set free again.

The break is almost here, it gets brighter as I stand.

Looking up in the sky, I drop everything in my hand.

The sun hits my face, and makes its way to my feet.

As I fall to my grave, about 10 feet deep.

My face hit’s the ground, as I lay face first.

All the energy I have inside of me, is about to burst.

I fall asleep, in my own dirt.

Just thinking and thinking, about all my hurt!

 

Jake Alexander Cruse

Kris Kay ran into Manson and the Spooky Kids (A Great Story)

Kris Kay ran into Manson and the Spooky Kids (A Great Story)
Current mood: amused
Category: Life

Kris Kay ran into Manson and the Spooky Kids as a young boy in Florida. He goes into detail about that early time in Marilyn Manson’s career. We keep in touch and talk about about tours with Ozzfest that feature Hustler wear.

A friend ran into me at the Irvine Manson concert south of LA. He was a publisher who had a writer call in sick, so he paid my way to Vegas and asked me to stop by Mandalay Bay Casino to cover the 15th Annual Gentlemens Club Owners Expo. Here I met Kris who was working for his magazine in Clearwater, Florida. We listened to lawyers, insurance agents and club owners talk about the laws changing the industry.

But while covering Marilyn Manson’s concert tour for my fifth book on studying Marilyn Manson, I figured – why not cover the Manson Tour in Las Vegas as well as Concord, Irvine, Phoenix and Texas?

Why not ask Jessica Drake if she dances to Manson? Why not ask Tera Patrick about rock and the Manson band? I started quizzing burlesque stars, adult actresses and new girls to feature films like Ashlynn Brooke, Delilah Strong and Casey Parker. I met with publishers who took me to a huge party at Scores Gentlemen’s Club in Las Vegas. The sound system was hooked up to television monitors throughout the building. As soon as I walked in with my friends, three DJs blasted Marilyn Manson’s BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE around the room. Manson screamed over the monitors. I stopped overwhelmed by the scene: naked bodies dancing on three stages, fivve tables serving up a buffet, which helped because I hadn’t eaten all day, only drank about four cups of coffee after driving from LA, and the speakers literally pounded the music so that I felt like I was in a scene from one of my Manson books and he was going to step out on stage to kick some heads in and hollar the lyrics from Beautiful People.

So in the next few videos uploaded from a connection at a cafe in Mandalay Bay Hotel & Casino, I will try to describe the take on fans talking about Marilyn Manson’s influence, especially as they dance for customers on stages around the globe.

Kris Kay is now Editor of Erotic Dancer Magazine and Teeze. He specializes in the business of intimate apparel and products.

DEEP THOUGHTS

 

TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR LIFE AS IT IS NOW, ARE YOU WHERE YOU WANT TO BE…CAN YOU REACH OUT A LITTLE MORE? GRAB SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING TO REACH. THIS IS A NEW STEP IN LIFE, A NEW LOOK ON LIFE, A NEW WAY OF LIFE. IN THIS TIME WE EITHER LIVE AND WIN, OR LOSSE AND FALL. I WILL POST MORE ON THIS IN A FEW….THINK ABOUT IT FOR A SEC…ARE YOU WHERE YOU WANT TO BE??

JC

Luke, A True Friend

Luke

 

 

 

I would like to begin,

With a look into your eyes.

Letting you know,

You are a special guy.

With a hand on your shoulder,

I let myself in.

Letting you know,

Im about to begin.

We shared many smiles,

We’re sharing one now.

Still looking into your eyes,

My special pal.

What I see in you,

Is my guardian Angle.

Who is loved and cared,

By many Angles.

Buddy o’l pal,

I love you my friend.

And Im glad to be with you,

Until the end.

So I give you my heart,

With a big o’l smile.

Cause this is only goodbye,

For a little while.

 

Jake Alexander Cruse

Midnight (2007)

Midnight (2007)
Current mood: cold
Category: Writing and Poetry

I wait for the time, it comes real slow.
I would rather hide, but you already know.
What lays in the dark, with a glare in my eye.
Staring close, as you sit and cry.
You hear me breath, as your tears fall down.
Waiting for me, to take care of your frown.
But I sit and watch, as you wipe them away.
You get on your knees, and begin your pray.
Your words are soft, and pure as can be.
But you know your words, are hard for me to see.
You look back, to make sure Im there.
But my look brings, a chill in the air.
You look away, and look into the sky.
You can tell, midnight has passed by.
You begin to stand up, and take in the fresh air.
You realize it was me that made you feel better, not the prayer.

Jake Alexander Cruse

Remember

Draining him slow,

Remember
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

 

 

 

 

Remember the nights when the sky was so dark,

And the sounds of the wind blow threw the trees?

Remember the smell of the rain as it falls to the ground,

As we sit under the tree down to our knees?

Remember the stream of water that flowed down beside us,

As we played as if we were the captain of the seas?

I do……

I remember you smile in the dark night sky!

I remember holding you in the cold wind!

I remember being your shelter as the rain fell from the sky!

I remember sharing our first kiss down under that tree!

I remember being your ship in the stream near the tree!

I even remember you asking me to be your captain of the seven seas!

 

 

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Nobody (2007)

A Nobody,

raised in the wind.

Dirty and wasted,

For he has sin.

A crushed heart,

Lay inside his soul.

The Nobody hangs,

Above a blood filled bowl.

Draining him slow,

Drip after Drip after Drip.

A blood bath,

But unable to grip.

The Nobodies,

That has gone this far.

The dead will always be with them,

And will always know who they are!

Jake Alexander Cruse

Drugs

Drugs
Current mood: confused
Category: Life

 

The one thing that could change a single person for the rest of their life! The one thing that could take away everything from the people that love them. The dreams you had growing up. You may not even take a chance if you try drugs. Most of the time they dont lead to good things, alot of the time death. And that would be a waste of a wonderful life, cause everyone has a wonderful life. Things go bad in life but there are many ways to deal with them. But Drugs is not one of them. I lost a friend useing drugs. I know I never want to go threw that again.I wouldn’t want any of my friends now to try Drugs and I ask them please to be stronger than that. Cause I do not want to loose any of you due to Drugs. I care too much. Be yourself, why would you need drugs…..when you have a friend rate here that can do much better!!!

Jake

DIRT (2008)

 

Dirt

 

 

I’m laying in a pit of my own shit, waiting for earth to devour it!

Pissing on myself, now my soil is wet.

Crawling on my knees, slipping in my own mud.

Digging in the earth, but making my own grave.

Raining, but feeling my own tears.

I drift away now, flown to the sky.

Watching the world, as I pass on by.

As night sets, I am back on my feet.

Digging and digging, Destroying my flesh and meat.

Braking the roots, as I snap into two.

Brake the rocks, as my heart is dieing to.

I am dirt, as I am laying in myself.

I am dirt, I am laying in myself.

Land Of Shadows Deep (2008)

 

 

Land of Shadows Deep

I will not stand
For the meaning of life.
Shadows deep
Within the earth.
The light is crushed
As far as I can see.
For this land of guilt
Is led by me.
One’s soul
Lurks deep within.
Waiting for the next life
To ban its shadows deep within.

 

Jake Alexander Cruse

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